A little bit of a goddess

These are my last days in the Netherlands because I'm going back to Chile in 3 days and can't deal with it, like common, who can deal with leaving their boyfriend for months not knowing what could happen?, exactly, nobody.

This is the bad thing about distance relationships, the insecurities appear for both of you, fights that don't end easily like they should because when you're close with each other it's a lot easier to fix problems, because the most of the time are just stupid things, but still, everything its harder, even the things that should be easy start being harder.

Just today was everything so easy, just talking and cuddling make everything so good, and I realize it because I can just be happy doing that and anything else.

Suddenly I started feeling depressed because of leaving him so the drama started but i don't like feeling like that so I proposed to go to the woods to walk, and like if it was magic everything just vanished, all my momentary depression, just doing things like that with him it's all what I need to feel better.


So of course we just tried to make it last the longer possible, fighting with the cold, just hugging and seeing how the time pass and enjoying the time together, I just wish all this was that easy.



I just wish we were together, enjoying each other company, just like we always do, and don't have to do anything else, but still somehow in that moment I felt like we could figure everything up, like we were invincible, like nothing could tear us apart, I just wish I would still feeling that way when I'm gone.

All I want is to be together, we have to figure it out, since I start going to the university this year I will be busy, we will have no time for Skype or type so yes, it will be hard like really hard , But I'm sure we can make it work, we always do.

Carnival in Eindhoven, Netherlands.




The carnival:

This special event gives you an opportunity to be whatever you wanna be for a day, on my case I was a queen of ice and my boyfriend was a mad scientist, just in case you wanted to know because we take our dates to a whole new level.




Everyone wearing fun costumes, losing their shame, and being happy.

This is a chance to drink in the streets and talk to the police at the same time if you want, and without consequences, do not get me wrong, that does not mean that it's a bad place for kids, because the people from this area is really kind, of course you will see one or two drunk guys in the streets but this instance have no place for any kind of violence and everyone knows it.

Every person is happy on this day, every single one is celebrating, drinking or dancing, the families go to see the carnival floats making reference to different things, from the markets to beer, and the ones that can't go, are enjoying in the cosiness from their home watching it on tv.





The special thing about this carnival is that the people that make the carnival floats are just normal people, what I mean is that they don't do it for promote brands or anything, they made them on their free time and for their own entertainment, of course are some brands that prepared their own carnival floats too, but that doesn't take the magic away from this special event.

So now that you now about it, would you like to come?

This year my valentine's day was definitely outstanding, well first of all you have to know that I'm chilean and my boyfriend is dutch, and we have a long distance relationship, so we are all the time traveling to each other, and this time was my turn to come over.

Well like you should already know, traveling to the other side of the world it's really expensive, so I bring almost no money, like really, and my boyfriend didn't have that much either because he traveled to Chile for my birthday on September till October so, let's say he didn't have much time for save either, so I was just happy expecting a little romantic dinner at his place.

And indeed we have a romantic dinner, but not at his place and definitely not in the Netherlands, but in the most romantic city in the world, Paris, France.



We drive all the way to Paris from 12:00am till 16:00, we got in a really nice, but cheap hotel, (yes, that's possible) we took a nap, then we got up at 19:00, went to give a little walk in the streets of Paris, till we found a really nice restaurant called "Le Cardinal" it had a really cosy vibe with candles and a warm light, we both ask for a really nice steak, for me with smashed potatoes and for him with french fries, he drink a cola and i drink a strawberry juice, we were just keeping it really simple bc of the money of course haha, but even when we didn't have that much money, we enjoyed a lot, it was just enough with his company because when you really love someone, just being with that person is enough for be happy.





Well the next day we took a really nice breakfast, then we went to give a little tour around with a boat tour after seeing the Eiffel Tower, we made the terrible mistake of sitting on top where is no cover from the wind, and how you will now in this time of the year is really cold so we were freezing after a time of taking pictures and enjoying the view we couldn't hold it anymore so we just went inside in the bottom of the boat, and it was delicious warm so we were relief, after the boat trip we went to eat a little snack (a delicious snack) I ate a really good crêpe and my boyfriend like every boy on the planet he ate junk food, this time was fries with mayonnaise haha, after we were done we went to make the line to get in the top of the Eiffel Tower, it was really busy and again we were getting cold, what a tragedy.


After we made the line and bought the tickets the fun started, when we were on top it was just unbelievable, it was such an amazing view, I got speechless, just from another world, I really think everyone have to go up there at least once in a lifetime.

At the end of this chaotic experience, the next day we went to see another amazing places and monuments like the arc de Triomphe, the amazing Moulin Rogue and the Cathedrale Notre-Dame, unfortunately we couldn't go to the Louvre because we forgot they don't open Tuesdays :( really sad, but we are already making plans to come back next year, woohoo!





After that really good three days we drove to Wenduine, Belgium for pass a night there relaxing and watching the sea, we made that stop because our last destination was Sauerland, Germany, because my boyfriend wanted to show me the mountains, even tho in Chile we are surrounded by them hihi.




When we were finally in Sauerland was time for just relax and just don't do anything, just relaxing in the pool and sauna from the hotel, I have to admit that they had a really nice breakfast too, even more than in Paris, because the had more of all, besides the view was pretty amazing.









Having all this, was finally time to say goodbye to this amazingly good mini vacations, and I can finally say:
It was the best Valentine's day ever, I'm sure nothing can get compared with this amazing experience.

Happy Valentine's day everyone♡